God damn I've been stressed out lately...I'm up for a promotion...only one store opening is coming up and I had a reputable person tell me yesterday I probably won't be getting that opening...there's two other people that the boss thinks are better or he "owes something to", because they've been overlooked by him before. We've never really gotten along in the past, I wound up in this training program with the help of regional people, vice presidents and such.

All this means is that I might have to move out of state now...which was cool when my wife was for it...now she's angry and bitter about the whole thing...not making things any easier, but fuck this is what I signed up for, she knew that. What the fuck am I to do now? Wait. And not sleep.

I want to move, she doesn't...who wins? Am I going to piss off everyone above me just to appease my wife? She likes [off and on] living by her family and doesn't want to go anywhere. Fuuuuuuck.